January 5th 2013

January 13th 2013

It’s been months since you last done it. But you did it again. Who knows if you have been secretly doing it ‘another’ way. yes i’m disappointed, hurt, angry, to the extent that i feel like giving up. not caring is easier. perhaps i should give you the benefit of doubt that everyone falls sometimes, once in awhile. i do too, but quite seldom as compared to you because i’m female.

i’m just prepared. prepared that i might have to give you up at any time this year. i’m tired. i don’t wanna care anymore, but yet i can’t. cos i love you and i wish you would be a man worth respecting. maybe i should stop trying so hard and putting so much effort into training you to be that man. is it really my job? am i wasting my time?

God, please help.

Posted
7 months ago

Life Turned Her That Way -Ricky Van Shelton  (via theperceiverofchange)

If she seems cold and bitter then I beg of you
Just stop and consider all she’s gone through
Don’t be quick to condemn her for things she might say
Just remember life turned her that way
She’s been walked on and stepped on so many times
And I hate to admit it but the last footprint’s mine
She was crying when I met her she cries harder today
So don’t blame her life turned her that way

She’s been walked on…
So don’t blame her life turned her that way

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Posted
8 months ago

Rest

Indeed your Word nourishes the soul. Been feeling as though I were in a mad rush for so long, but this morning, I feel that peace and restedness. Thank you, God

Posted
10 months ago

Self Worth

God, how do I find my self worth in you again? I know I’m loved, created in your image, and have worth. But these are just head knowledge to me now. How can I let it sink in and make sense to me?

Posted
10 months ago
"If he’s the right one, you won’t have to be constantly reminding him that you still exist."
"… and I guarantee you that once he has you, he won’t ever let you go."

Thank you for loving me, GG. <3

"If he’s the right one, you won’t have to be constantly reminding him that you still exist."

"… and I guarantee you that once he has you, he won’t ever let you go."

Thank you for loving me, GG. <3

(Source: staypozitive)

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Posted
1 year ago

When reality sets in;

I guess when all the glitz and glamour fade away,

when the music stops and when the lights come on;

when the soberness sets in and your vision becomes crisp,

when the hole in your pocket burns deeper and deeper;

you’ll start to realize that it’s not worth it anymore and you should start cherishing the things around you. The things that are reality, not the ones that you conjure up in your mind in that state of stupor.

Posted
1 year ago

This is amazing, for a moment I had forgotten how dance makes me feel.

Alive In The Moment. Free To Express Myself.

Those are amazing feelings that are hard to replicate anywhere else.

This video just brought back all of those feelings, and I can’t wait to dance again, to learn and to keep training train and to be free.

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Posted
1 year ago

I love the feeling of getting to know someone new, and slowly finding out everything about them. Like uncovering a mystery or sweeping the dust off a diamond.

I had a really nice time tonight.

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1 year ago

moonlightdriver:

John Mayer - In Your Atmosphere

This is my favorite performance. It’s just absolutely perfect. Happy Birthday, Mr. Mayer!!!

love him, sexiest voice ever.

(via caliology)

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1 year ago